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Thursday, March 18, 2010
haha, second post of the day~ [ even though the time gap isn't far xp ] read back my earlier post, haha, my 2 friends both say very funny.. haha, i read back also, bt instead i think im crazy~!! haha, if ur wonder-ing why, i will type it out here : Sec2 Mabel, was initially a cheerful and happy gal who always make her friends laugh and smile~ :) Cause her laughter and smile was always accompany-ing her..But then, the person who she deeply loved, leave her...That's when her smile and laughter left her toos, they both vanish-ed, giving a chance of hatred, saddness and sorrows to find her..These pathetic thoughts, change-d her drastically, change-ing her to another person, another gal, that she didn't even knew which is her real self.. She felt she lost everything, she hates how God plann-ed her life, how everything was destinied to be.. She hates her life. Things never go smoothly for her, instead they went worse and worse, more things happen. She felt that God is punish-ing her.. She thought that there wasnt any way to go, its the dead end. She blames herself, and thereafter, she lived in a world of despair. She said to herself," He's not there to comfort me, he isn't there..i've lost him, i've lost everything, its better dying. " But today, just today, this gal, she sorted her feelings out , unknowningly.. Just when she sorted things out, her smile and laughter came back to her, tell-ing her how much they miss-ed her, while those hatred, saddness and sorrows which almost kill-ed her and turn-ed her into a devil vanish-ed into thin air.. She was happy once again, cheerful once again. Not cause she thinks, after losing Him, is better but, she thinks it in another way. He left me; i must not breakdown or cry anymore, instead it makes her stronger and braver. This give her a chance to understand Him better, to let her feel how she loves Him. This gives her a chance to start all over again, to prove to Him how much she loves him. And no matter how much she've to wait, she wont mind :) That person; all those things he/she done, even though it wont be erased out of my mind, but i'll try to cheer myself up, instead of being sad and angry about it. Even though he/she, i cant forgive, but he/she is still my friend. Mabel-Lynn, the gal who oways says" smiles aplenty =) " is here, say-ing back again, SMILES APLENTY!! never frown or be sad neither angry, rmb to smile always~!!!! :) Btw, She loves God. Haha, cause God didn't plann-ed a bad life for her, instead, He plann-ed a life, that would make her braver, a life that she will love one day, a life where she will get back all the persons/things she've lost. God loves her toos! Therefore, i end with this phrase; smiles-aplenty-lynn =) |
" She's a little gal, living in a world full of darkness Waiting for Him, to save her out from that dark world..." Currently gaining knowledge at Naval Base Secondary School. 15 years old on 27th May 2010. Presents are welcome :) Integrity 3-3 is her class. Her darlings: Him, Antartica BFF, Xuanxuan Laogong, Tingting, Porky, and many others :) Friends forever~ More new friends :) Darlings to be happy everyday..! He will understand miies one day~ Wish things would go back to before. Go to Sec4 Express Stream next year. Good Results. New Wallet. More Clothes. Slippers. Travel to Taiwan, Korea. the sites. Ain.| Alicia.| Class 2E2'09. | Class 2E2'09 2nd Blog.| Darnerl.| Hamizah. | JiaHui.| LiQing.| Natashah. | Patricia.| PeiYu.| Roshelle.| Tammy. |Terence.|WeiKang.| Yuxuan.| March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 December 2009 January 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 Designer : Chili. x o x o |
