{♥}Take me somewhere far away

nth to post fer todae, i feeeeel sooo sickk!!! argh, had a bad day todae @_@ done post-ing. Byebyes.

{ u sure do noe hw to mend my heart, piece by piece, and break my heart into pieces agaiin, u might think its fun, bt wad abt miies? u made miies happy, and moments ltr, u made miies heartbroken.. are u tryin to play around with miies? do u noe it hurts alot? yupps, i noe u might nt mean it, bt pls think abt miies before u do anything.. coz i dun wanna be happy over smth, n moments ltr, sad abt it.. }

haiiz, dunno wad to say.. things are gettin out of hand~~ think of it, walao, it's nt her problem she care n kaypohh so much fer wad?! argh, irritatin siia, only act one gud person only.. over thr tok tok tok tok tok, she dare she say infrnt of us larhs.. Grr.. angry angry!!!!!!! @,@ over thr scold us lame childish, pls larhs, before she anyhw say ppl, ask her go see derh mirror first lor, hu's the childish lame one? i only tot dogs bark, didn't knew tat some humans bark toos.. aiyoyo, disgrace! XP

{ on friday, i was juz soooo happiie tat i could fly over derh moon, or did i? :) haha, if tat moment would juz stop~~ i miss him soo much, n its killin miies! }

1 word: TIRED!!!!!!!!! omg, super damn tired..~ nw finish-ing touch upps on the stuppiiid international english project thinkiie, guess i still have to bring this laptop to sch tml..haiish, think only~~ okayys, super tired! byebyes... yawn.. Zzz..

{ 24/7 every day, missing n thinking of u :) it feels sweet bt yet it hurts at derh same tym.. :( }

muahaha! finally update-ing dis blog~ lots of things happen-ed dis past few days, bt ain't mention-ing them.. haiish, juz niid mre tym, to think abt everything..also be mre positive abt derh things ahead, him, my belove-d friends, everything larhs! =)

I WANNA HAVE ANOTHER NIGHT-OUT!!!! Omg, tat's gonna be soooo funnn! had one with yuxuan last few weeks~ woots, cool siia! i wanna have it agaiin!!!! :) Bad thing: Mid-Year-Exam is comin agaiin..haiiz, hope i cn concentrate on it, dun anyhw think durin the exams.. rmb last year, after mid-year exam and end of year exam, we went to Sunplaza's mac n eat their breakfast! haha, awww..i miss it.. bt i miss derh most are the ppl hu went with us :) if only..this yr would be derh same agaiin, i dunno hw happiie will i be! =)

Gonna strt revise-ing fer the exams strtin frm tml! jiayous ~~ especially my maths n physics, sure fail one :( okayys, done post-ing! go eat my ice-cream liao, byebyes!

{ don't you noe hw much i miss u right now? i realli love u so much, n it's hurtin miies toos, do u noe hw much i wan u back to my side? if there's a time machine, i wan it to bring miies back to the moment, where there was u n miies.. }

hellos all :) haha, today woke upps quite late...coz somebody, last night, at 12am plus come call miies, and dhen prank miies..dhen i was lyk WAD THE..?!! n, tat person is...terence ng!!!!," Mabel, cn peii miies tok tok marhs, i.. i.. very sad.. "dhen it sound-ed lyk he was cryin, dhen i think ' huh?! terence cry ar? omg wad to do siia.. ' dhen ltr i say okay sure, cn ar..dhen he say y he 'cry'.. before tat, i tot he cry is fake one, so i ask him, terence u cry ar? u realii cry? he say ya, cnt ar, i cry v.funny mehhs? coz his cryin..lyk..undescrible-able, sounded soo damn funny, lyk laughing also lyk crying.. so i go ' COMFORT ' him.. dhen he ltr tok tok tok, i see him lyk v.sad, dhen almost wan cry out also..dhen suddenly i say, " ya larhs, last tym i cry, is u comfort miies bt in the end, is i counting meh mehs fer u " dhen he laugh.

he said " mabel, i nw tell u smth u dun heart attack hor, dun hor" dhen tat tym i oready prepare liao, he said " actually right, i nvr cry, is Patricia n i wan prank ppl one, dhen nobody prank so i come prank u. " dhen i was lyk.. WALAO!!! hw cn lyk dis, i somemre go comfort him, almost cry, dhen in the end prank miies, dhen ltr tok tok tok tok tok with him, till tired, dhen i suddenly slp xp haha! he told miies today he kiip say mabel mabel, i nvr reply, dhen he noe i slp. he somemre say i slp v.fast haha~~ i oways lyk tat one xp i rmb last yr gt dis boii tok to miies till super super late, dhen we both slp, nvr press end call, dhen dunno is hu go press end call. haha, damn funnii, everytym ppl tok to miies at late night, i cfm will suddenly slp one xp alot of tyms happen liao.. dhen ystd is chat till 4am plus, dhen ltr i slp till 10am wake upps, dhen slp agaiin till 1-2pm wake upps.. im lyk a pig..

haha dhen ltr stay at hm eat lyk a pig also xp seriously, nw i think back abt the prank, i think reallii damn stupiid siia!!! aiyo, i no face liao ... XD

{ i'd uncover more of our memories again :) }

hey hey heys!! =) haha, quite long nvr update blog, coz im agaiin too lazy n tired to do soo~~ hehe xp hahas, lots of things happen-ed dis past few days, bt i only rmb-ed those tat have great significant to miies ! :) muahaha~~ hmm.. last thurs ( ystd ) had Napfa Test~~walao, coz of tat whole body ache-ing siia!! paiin paiin~ :( had sit-n-reach fer first station, wow, i broke my record! haha, bt damn kns lor, coz of tat 1st station, i go stretch till... my legs numb! grrrr..haha, dhen inclined-pull-upps~ okayys, i hate to put my feet on the wall, damn uncomfort-able, usin the fitness corner one is much mre better :) dhen shuttle run, i dunno hw i run, dhen always slipp! =D dhen i go push the thing tat im suppose-d to grab, therefore, fail-ed by 0.3 seconds!!!!! ARGH! bt i pass-ed the 2nd tym~~ nxt, sit-upps, yeah~~ tat the best one! :) bt stomach damn paiin siia, back also! follow-ed by standing broad jump..omg, tat one realli die die die, i hate tat the most..n so, i fail-ed! xp bt nvm larhs, hahas..!

Ltr, we did finish-ed all of the stations, weiting n i decided go try climb over a wall tat's at the fitness corner, wow, super damn hard to climb siia..hahas, bt quite fun..! funnii is : jiahui say to darren his pants nvr zip, dhen darren go check, dhen jiahui laugh, coz jiahui only scam him!!! haha!!! omg, tat one realli is hilarious lor! =D she add-ed," dun tell miies u go washrm nvr go zip pants? " n i laugh-ed mre! muahahahahahaahaha...! dhen ltr, i tried climbin over the wall bt dhen my elbow kena hit by the wall till red red, paiin! n my knee, blue-black!!! :( sobbs, damn paiin, today the whole blueblack became purple-ish and v.swollen! aiyoo..lyk pig leg! haha jkjk xp dhen my fingers EACH N EVERY ONE OF THEM...all swollen also! wad the..have difficulty writin today.. hahas, bt its fun!!! realli fun! even though all this injuries hurt, bt im v.happiie! n also content-ed~ though its only juz tat few words, bt im content-ed with it :)

- hmm..let miies see..cn u have some creativity anot? y kiip copy-ing wad i do? nice to copy ar? go copy someone else cn? v.irritating siia, idiot.. -

{ though they were just few words, but i feel contented with it :) }

currently watchin " Down With Love " omg, very sad siia, last week i watch liao, dhen cry lyk siiao..somemore nxt day gt sch!!! dhen nw see agaiin, i think wun cry?? bt realli very sad.. okays, i go continue watch the drama =) i love dis drama~~ ! ^^

{ my mind sayys" if he's happy, i should be toos ", bt why, now when i see him so happily, my heart feels so sad..? i ain't happy at all.. :( i shld be at least happy tat he didn't fully ignore miies.. bt dis question in my heart, n i always want-ed to noe his ans, " have he forgotten miies? forgotten the memories, moments we've been together? have he forgotten the past..? in his heart is there still miies? " haiiz, i juz kiip thinkin abt it =( it's nt good~ somehw i feel tat behind all this events whether good or bad, there seem to be something i didnt know, this something i really didnt know.. }

OMG....!!!!!! wad did i juz press?! the ' enter ' button..?! omg omg omg! mabel-lynn~~!! u gt think before u act marhs?! wahh, my heart kiips beating soo fast ar?! ahhhhhhhhhh.....!!!!!!!! y did i feel tat way?!! oh my god!!!!! when did i have so much courage again... y did i suddenly did tat? yyyyyyyy?????? wad thing make miies wanna do tat siia, die die die, i reallii goin crazy liao, ltr cfm my hair give miies pull till botak! argh!!!! m i stupiid or dumb? ( same same ) die liao, die liao, die liao, readin back past posts dhen suddenly go do tat?! NOOOOOO.. i think i'll regret :(
sobbs, i better cool down nw, wad's done cnt be undone, juz waiit..patiently.. wahhhh....i realli muz be out of my mind, mths past and i said it again, omg.. i realli cnt believe tat i did tat, realli cnt believe.. ~~ cool down mabel-lynn, cool down! relax~ relax~ BT I REALLII CANTT!!!! [ continues to pull hair ]

{ why..reading back those posts, i then found out, you were part in my life every SINGLE day.. Every post had your name in it, every one.. every day whenever i talk about you, i smiled, i laughed...why did this posts give miies so much courage suddenly? why did this posts have such a big strength hidden in it..? i wonder what the outcome will be now..i wonder.. you might ignore, it hurts, but my courage tells miies to do that, so that hurt that might happen, i have to tolerate it.. }

yoyoyo~~ :) haha, ystd was April Fool's Day, had quite alot of fun with Jiahui & Yuxuan..! ystd had cross country bt i skipp-ed it ( regrettssss~! ) dhen went to bath n change-d upps to meet jiahui n yuxuan, haha~ when we were waiting fer train at Sbw Mrt Station, we saw Darnerl 0.o.. haha, he look-ed at jiahui bt i guess he didn't noe that that was her, hahas, funni ~ =D dhen ltr mrt-ed to Bugis. Bought my wallet-s, but cnt find jiahui's baggy so we went to have Breakfast/Lunch at McDonald's! haha, talk-ed alot, all abt ............ dhen ltr we mrt-ed down to DownTown East..! woots~~ hahas went to find Jiahui's sis, dhen we went walk-ing around.. We went to Escape Theme Park and stood there look-ing hu was inside, bt nvr saw them, dhen we to E-hub there, bought green apple malt candy while yuxuan bought grape flavour~~ it kiips gett-ing stuck to our teeth~!!!!! xp walk-ed to Pasir Ris Park dhen walk-ed back to E-hub there, n bought Cotton Candy!!! omg, so cotton-ish. Train-ed back to Sbw, and prank-ed call our friends xp haha , funni lor!!!!!!!!!!! :)

Reach-ed Sbw, jiahui went hm while yuxuan n i walk-ed to Blk 404~ haha dhen we anihw walk walk till we found a place to sit..around 7pm+ yuxuan went hm so i walk-ed to sunplaza, n spent my tym anihw walk-ing around!!!! haha, bought sushi and bus-ed hm.. when in bus, darnerl finally call-ed back..!! @#^&!^$#&@%$& bash him! talk to him halfway he go end my call!!! ltr i punch him dhen he noe!! haha xp dhen ltr talk-ed on hp with yuxuan n dhen use-d my com, dhen BFF call-ed miies dhen i super tired and abit sad, dhen i went to slp~~ dhen nw awake typing stuffs tat i ain't noe wad m i typing abt~!!!! done. byebyebyebyebyebyes~~! ^^

{ doesn't you know that it hurts when you ignore like this? haish, nevermind, i still have to carry on, jiayous~! - because my heart still says ' i love you' - }

Ŀ Ỷ Ň Ņ =D
" She's a little gal,
living in a world full of darkness
Waiting for Him,
to save her out from that dark world..."

Currently gaining knowledge at Naval Base Secondary School. 15 years old on 27th May 2010. Presents are welcome :) Integrity 3-3 is her class.
Her darlings: Him, Antartica BFF, Xuanxuan Laogong, Tingting, Porky, and many others :)

1 in the morning.
You messaged,
"sorry,i guess this road wasn't meant for us to walk side by side, im sorry."
It ended just like this, without a reason.
091209,
My heart broke into pieces..
That's when i finally knew why,
' you knew everything '
But, i really did love you, i really did..
Even now, this love have not fade..
I'm holding back the tears..
I don't want myself to look so dumb, or pityful..
And now, i'll just wait for you..

Him ♥
Friends forever~
More new friends :)
Darlings to be happy everyday..!
He will understand miies one day~ Wish things would go back to before.
Go to Sec4 Express Stream next year.
Good Results.
New Wallet.
More Clothes.
Slippers.
Travel to Taiwan, Korea.

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