Friday, April 2, 2010

OMG....!!!!!! wad did i juz press?! the ' enter ' button..?! omg omg omg! mabel-lynn~~!! u gt think before u act marhs?! wahh, my heart kiips beating soo fast ar?! ahhhhhhhhhh.....!!!!!!!! y did i feel tat way?!! oh my god!!!!! when did i have so much courage again... y did i suddenly did tat? yyyyyyyy?????? wad thing make miies wanna do tat siia, die die die, i reallii goin crazy liao, ltr cfm my hair give miies pull till botak! argh!!!! m i stupiid or dumb? ( same same ) die liao, die liao, die liao, readin back past posts dhen suddenly go do tat?! NOOOOOO.. i think i'll regret :(
sobbs, i better cool down nw, wad's done cnt be undone, juz waiit..patiently.. wahhhh....i realli muz be out of my mind, mths past and i said it again, omg.. i realli cnt believe tat i did tat, realli cnt believe.. ~~ cool down mabel-lynn, cool down! relax~ relax~ BT I REALLII CANTT!!!! [ continues to pull hair ]


{ why..reading back those posts, i then found out, you were part in my life every SINGLE day.. Every post had your name in it, every one.. every day whenever i talk about you, i smiled, i laughed...why did this posts give miies so much courage suddenly? why did this posts have such a big strength hidden in it..? i wonder what the outcome will be now..i wonder.. you might ignore, it hurts, but my courage tells miies to do that, so that hurt that might happen, i have to tolerate it.. }





Ŀ Ỷ Ň Ņ =D

" She's a little gal,
living in a world full of darkness
Waiting for Him,
to save her out from that dark world..."

Currently gaining knowledge at Naval Base Secondary School. 15 years old on 27th May 2010. Presents are welcome :) Integrity 3-3 is her class.
Her darlings: Him, Antartica BFF, Xuanxuan Laogong, Tingting, Porky, and many others :)



1 in the morning.
You messaged,
"sorry,i guess this road wasn't meant for us to walk side by side, im sorry."
It ended just like this, without a reason.
091209,
My heart broke into pieces..
That's when i finally knew why,
' you knew everything '
But, i really did love you, i really did..
Even now, this love have not fade..
I'm holding back the tears..
I don't want myself to look so dumb, or pityful..
And now, i'll just wait for you..


Him ♥
Friends forever~
More new friends :)
Darlings to be happy everyday..!
He will understand miies one day~ Wish things would go back to before.
Go to Sec4 Express Stream next year.
Good Results.
New Wallet.
More Clothes.
Slippers.
Travel to Taiwan, Korea.








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